Seraphical Dreams.

: :[[ THE GIRL ]]: :

ruth.lee.li.sian aka sweetieruffie
december 5
christian
singapore.sydney

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::[ [ ADORES ] ]::

jazz.r&b.ccm.accapella
flowers.horses
pink.purple
soft toys.teddy bears
care bears.strawberry shortcake
guitar.piano
scrapebook.making
eating.ice-cream.subway
chocolate.chocolate.chocolate
billy.bombers.milkshake
my friends.family
travelling.backpacking
toiletries.grocery stores
oil.painting.dancing
korean.music.movie.drama
asian.soup
honey.cinnamon.oats
mexican.turkish.korean.vietnamese.food

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::[ [ ABHORS ] ]::

onions.garlics.spring onions
whiners.slanderers
cold.weather
odours.dirty toilets
rude.people
spider.roaches
physics.statistics

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::[ [ WISH LIST ] ]::

korge.keyboard
attend.jazz.fest.in.new.orleans
taylor.guitar
go.horse.riding
honda.red.jazz
personal.kitchen
travel.round.the.world
dessert.buffet
~~new.watch~~
~~new.settler.bear~~
~~macbook.laptop~~
~~oakley.sunglass~~

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::[ [ AFFILIATIONS ] ]::

mensa.singapore
nanyang.primary.(nyps)
nanyang.girls'.high.(nygh)
national.jc.(njc)
national.university.of.singapore.(nus)
national.institute.of.education.(nie)
university.of.sydney.(usyd)
hope.mission.centre.sydney
hope.sydney.church.
trinity.christian.centre.(tcc)
lutheran church of our redeemer.(lcr)
youth.with.a.mission.(ywam)
girls'.brigade.(gb)
scripture.union.(su)
sydney.dance.company.
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"And we have this treasure in jars of clay
to show that this all-surpassing power is from God & not from us."
~ 2 Corinthains 4:7~

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"Charm is deceptive, and beauty is fleeting;
but a woman who fears the LORD is to be praised."
~ Proverbs 31:30 ~

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::[ [ DREAM OF THE DAY ] ]::

Monday, November 01, 2004

Listening to: "Burn" by Usher
Mood: Angry, Unhappy & Stressed

ArGhHhHhhhHh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm so angry & unhappy at work! I never tot i'd eva come to this stage in my career juz barely 2 yrs into my career. De ironic thing is it's not teaching dat's getting to me. In fact, my kids - being wif dem & teaching dem IS de BEST part of my career .... everything else ... pardon ... stinks. period.

i'm so overloaded @ work ... yet de people around me juz keep piling ... my various uppers pile & pile responsibilities ... those colleagues wif nothing better else to do make accusations or slander. how evil de human heart can be. =(

look @ wat i am juggling @ de moment ... i'm sure if u can even have a glimpse .. u'll faint.

1) Presiding Examiner for "O" levels
(so much admin & running around .. today being in school from 7am to 6pm - i only had a total of 40 min break --> lunch + 2 toilet breaks. NO rest @ all ... walk around @ inhuman speed)
2) Presiding Officer for General Elections 2005
(online elearning and test to be completed, attend 9 hour course, serve on polling eve & polling day)
3) Form Teachership
(cockpit admin for report book, update pupil profile with individal reports for each kid, file in MCs, School Mag $, all outstanding fees ... etc etc)
4) Girls' Brigade Uniform Group Teacher-in-charge
(budget proposal,CCA appraisal, 2005 plan, camp consent forms, letters for volunteers, inventory 2004, request from school to use school etc ...)
5) English Enrichment Program 05 Teacher I/C
(Met up with vendors, present proposal and budget)
6) English Department Web Mistress
(Redesign & update departmnt website)
7) English Department SEM Results Analysis

i'm sure i've missed out others but ...wat de heck ... on top of such a hellish day, dealing wif egoistic and MCP colleagues, i heard some horrid person thinks dat juz becoz i've 5 VALs in GB, i'm "very free". i feel like kicking dat idot ... woeva it is. =(

everyone who works closely wif me knows i demand a lot from myself whenever handed a responsibility. i dun like to depend on others & i always make sure i complete my duty and handle it in a spirit of excellence. those gossipy people should try & find something to do & stop bothering people like me who are already busy to de brink of madness! i simply dun understand why i attract so much gossip ... from imaginative students whom i dun even teach to mad colleagues whom i dun work wif ... *argh!*

i feel real dizzy already ... tomorrow still have to teach school by 7 & meet 2E1 to give out report book afterwards ... *faint from overloadedness* i repeat. i LOVE teaching & my STUDENTs. everythings else --> stinks.

9:48 PM