Sunday, September 05, 2004
Listening to: "If I ain't got u" by Alicia Keys feat Usher
Mood: Contemplative
hey there ... it's been a real happ'n weekend ... enjoyed de UG amazing race we'd on sat morn'n ... Ignatius & i walked all de way from bb hq @ zion rd along singapore river to clifford pier! :) i wasnt in de least tired but he was zonked out .. ha! :) enjoyed hanging out wif de other gb girls while waiting @ de pier ... also enjoyed de walk i took wif my student, diana from de pier to bras brasah where she took a bus home & i met bear bear. =)
then dear & i took another round of walking up mt emily (next to peace centre) where we found a lovely quiet park ... wif SWINGS!!! woohoo!! we played on de swings to our hearts content ... so fun!! then we purchased loads of veggies & meat coz we preparing our own dindin. so fun! :) haha ... wanted to prepare pork ribs wif winter melon soup ... but blur me go & buy old cucumber instead ... *blush* ... haha ... but bear very nice .. he still say he loved de soup in de end ... so we had stir fried chicken wif mushrooms, potatoes, carrots & brocolli, and also broiled salmon ... yum yum! :) i loved de whole experience! :)
today bear & i caught "Bourne Supremacy" ... twas okie ... i loved the Subway sandwich i was eating more ... haha ..:) then we walked around orchard for a while going around trying .. mooncakes! =)

when i came home in de evening ... sat down & started to plan for de year end GB camp ... looking forward to it... i feel excited thinking abt how God always works so powefully through camps... one of de things dat weighs on my heart regarding de ministry in GB is dat "Unless de Lord builds de house ... de labourers labour in vain" ... i dun consider myself as a "HOLY" person ... but i've seen enuff to know how much really goes on in christian ministry dat goes on without prayer. it's all MAN & FLESH ... too much .... too much till it has discouraged me... i know i should be matured enuff to know i should focus on Father, not man ... but i've seen too much ... where is de humility? de secruity dat rests solely on de Father, & not ministry, position, recognition, works? i'm amazed @ de grace of de Father ... how He works thru our foolishness & our pride ... for His glory ... but i know unless i overcome dis huge rock in my heart regarding de ugliness of christians & ministry, i wonder if i'll be able to rise up to my calling ... eva again.... grace grace.

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